…and its not because i have a lack of things to post, but its the fact that I’m learning to keep secrets. You know, those little things that someone says to you that you dont want to share with anyone because they are intimate. Well, I have those with the Lord, and alot of the little secrets that He’s been telling me i’ve needed to keep to myself unless there is grace in a situation to share them. 

You see, I have been walking down this journey of actually encountering who the Lord is; not who people tell me He is, but actually seeing Him, feeling His heartbeat and hearing the words that He is speaking to me. They are intimate, funny and profound. He is not only deep, but makes me giggle with the little things that He says. He knows exactly what to say and how to say it in order to pierce every lie that I’ve been believing. He knows what to repeat because i need to hear it a few times to believe it. But the things that He says are intimate and real, and probably go against every single bit of religiosity within us. And that is why I’ve been silent. I am keeping those things to myself. I am enjoying having little secret nuggets between just Him and I.